All these years, i thought i was happy. Falling in love and the thought that someday she would felt the same way. But that day is distance now and somewhat unreachable. It's not her fault. I just can't seems to take my mind off her. I've done so much for her and expect nothing in return except that one day she would be mine. I'm a total fool. I knew this was a one sided love but i still cling on. Seeing her with someone else now, my heart just shattered into a million pieces. How deep have i fallen.

Some say if you love someone, you want to see them happy. Well, she's happy now, but me? I thought distance and time will make it go away, but it's still here.... unwanted, unwelcome but relentless. Found the below quote on the internet which is how i feel.

I didn't stop loving you,
I just decided to stop SHOWING IT,
Because no matter how hard i TRIED,
You just wouldn't get it.
This one sided love.

It has been awhile since i last blog. I'll try to update everyonce awhile from now when i have the free time. Until then, goodnight people!

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